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Reflections Archive for 2009

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March

When I signed myself up to be here for this lifetime, a part of me wanted to stay in the LOVE and LIGHT that is my eternal essence… the home of my Heart. How can I bare the separation?

Only when I realized, that IT was coming with me… as dear ones like you. We crossed through that portal together, and brought our Divine Home with us, as us.

I cried this morning at sunrise, feeling my True Love has come with me.

Thank you for being here, as the One Heart that we always are!

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There is no face of God,
But ALL I SEE.
There is no name of God,
But the indescribable sound of creation in celestial spheres.
That a faceless nameless Presence
Has lodged Itself in my heart
And left the door wide open,
Is the invitation for the dross me to pack its bags and leave.
While the “Me” that glistens,
Dines on the throne,
In the Light,
Where only One of us exists.

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I need your help to stay in the present moment. This is why I’m writing to you, for you.
I find, I cannot exist outside this moment. There is too little light out there.
My true love is not out there, but here.
When I think of the past, blood begins to run from my veins onto the ground.
When I head for the future…I’m going too fast. I will crash and burn.
I know I was born to fly, but who will catch me when I fall?
Please, help me put on my wings. So slowly. So gently.
Only as fast as the slowest part of me wants to go.
I’ll remember you in my dreams when I finally take that chance; I will fly.
Remember me, in your prayers.

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THE BLAZING BLISS

I find my consciousness inside a ball of incredible bliss.
If I hold the course, it fills my every cell.
But if I begin to think… it begins to shrink.
If I start to observe, its radiance blurs.
If I try to define or evaluate, it deflates in boredom.
Much like a distant relative or someone you don’t really know
Bringing out at your splendid party
The old photo albums of humans you don’t know
and telling you facts you don’t relate to.
“Who the heck and why are you putting me through this?”
your Divine Self wants to ask
The one dragging out the snapshots of past life
and dramas and beings,
“When none of that is you anymore!”
The BLISS does not want to think or judge or see Itself.
Just blaze and blaze and blaze!